My Creative Outlet to Writing.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Poetry: MY Jesus

She runs..

The bible in one hand
And clinching the pistol in the other
Dear Jesus 
She prays
Let me get away 
Let me find the way 
In my time of anguish 
I pray 
I pray 
Dear Jesus 
She says, 
Oh, let it rain 
Perspiration the only dampness in sight
I've come to You Jesus, 
For You, being my savior 
You must release me from my sins
You must release me from my sins!
Jesus!
I am speaking to you!
When are you going to be here 
You must cover me up.
With the ray of the sun 
The leaves on the tree
Jesus, you must help me find my sanctuary 
And not let me fall out of place,
I am not ready to depart
Jesus, Jesus
My Jesus!
I only speak now for mercy
I know you are going to be here soon 
I'm keeping my self faithful 
I get on my knees for You 
And only You
I know, I know You are going to give me
My possession I rightfully deserve,
Free me of my emptiness
It's all going to be okay,
For I,
Have faith
And my pistol in one hand,
And this Bible in the other,
They say You are some mythical creature
Like a Leprechaun
Or a Unicorn 
But I feel your omnipresence 
You are all around me,
I pray to you, Jesus
Yet, You haven't answered any of my prayers
I asked for the clouds to consume my body
I knelt in hopes of You saving my child
Should I pray to Allah, Mithra, Krishna, or Moses?
Is it going to be okay?
I still have my Bible and my pistols
And blood dripping from my head.  

Monday, January 26, 2009

Poetry: Anger.

Anger! 

He wails 
Constraint is an absurdity, at this point
He mutters the words, beneath his breathe
An unsullied fate seems inconceivable, in reality 
He wreaks of the sour odor of last months supper, still on the kitchen counter it lays 
In solitude he prays. for this nonsensical emotion to no longer linger,
A slab of cheese on the kitchen counter, the mouse morsels away
Although the slab doesn't seem to diminish 
Like a stroll in the park on a cloudy day
Just dilly dallying away, frittering here and there
And then the cry of anger 
He contrives a tower, slightly leaning, yet unwavering 
And the surroundings are of a familiar sort, 
The ground zero hails debris 
Anger!
He profusely yells
Brimming into the sea, the edge of the abyss
A never ending day of doom 
The day of Judgment has befallen
Anger!
Still the symptoms of this perilous disease
When shall the gun discharge a bullet?
When shall the men dismount their horses?
Contemn the ego that obscures our vision 
In the moat he is trapped,  
Striving to abdicate his thrown 
Yearning to clutch the euphoric feeling of 
Complete and utter liberation